When i get free time I just shut down and participate poorly in the ongoing collective conversation that comprised completely in my own mind, its so hard to co-exist with this constant critique of every matter of my situation. They break down every choice, each step, every decision and tear them to pieces or build […]
Read more "The Trouble With…"I’ve been trying to (not begrudgedly ) do random acts of niceness that extend beyond myself. I suppose this is another attempt at that as I am currently adding to my website as a means of letting in others to how I feel and how I have been receiving stimulus lately. From cooking for others […]
Read more "Random acts of…"I’d love to admit some kind of failure of myself, I’d love to give some sort of explanation as to what is going on in my mind that makes me feel this way, but i simply cannot. If you’re up to date on everything I’ve ever said publicly, and that’s probably not even possible, you’d […]
Read more "No, sorry, I simply cannot, I’m good actually."My back is long, but its a hurt’n All you want is to make love to me You’ll never be my beast of burden We’ve carved for miles, my feet are hurting All I want is for you to forgive me Am I cool enough Am i rough enough Am i rich enough I’m not […]
Read more "I’ll never be Your beast of Burden"With my limited time here I aim to bring you up to speed on my goings on for the past little while since I took a break of sorts. School- I detailed my due dates (one project every 3 months for the next year) and input my previous electives into a startup assignment my teacher […]
Read more "What In The World Has Joshua Been Up To?"if you havent noticed, i’ve been quite quiet as of late on social media this has to do with some personal issues that are detailed below hiatus of a friendship (over a month since we’ve seen each-other) change of religion (Christianity is cool) super busy with a new toy (HUION drawing tablet) during my time […]
Read more "taking a break"I was 12 or 13. The year, early 2000’s. We had experienced the doomsday sayers and their predictions of an apocalyptic future where computers (some of which held the keys to nucular weapons and energy sources) would malfunction at the changing of the decade and the 2000’th year would fry all technology rendering it useless […]
Read more "The key is consistency"Lonely days they’re starting to blur into one Lonely nights I fear this apocalypse has just begun I’ve been spending most days indoors at home Saw my family from a safe distance recently i’m growing really tired of doing nothing all day i feel bad for so many people who’s lives have ended due to […]
Read more "Chronicling the pandemic Part 2"Currently everything is so current everything seems to have to address the current situation i feel like the surfer dude in this interview https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-5F_7DwPpo “You pull in, you just get spit right out of em’ “You drop in and just smack the lip” “So pitted” riding on for dear life in the safety […]
Read more "Chronicling the Pandemic"Today i noticed my instagram had a distinctly interesting quality to it, I had 3 posts since the beginning of the year and they were all of my plate of food. A lot has happened since the year began but interestingly enough I had only chosen 3 specific meals to share with the world in […]
Read more "Peer Pressure in Posting Perfectly"