When i get free time I just shut down and participate poorly in the ongoing collective conversation that comprised completely in my own mind, its so hard to co-exist with this constant critique of every matter of my situation. They break down every choice, each step, every decision and tear them to pieces or build them up to be even grander than they might’ve actually had been. It’s like a room of a dozen voices including extremely rarely mine.
-You did that wrong and it will keep happening the way you’re headed
-Your performance in that moment showed you’re gonna excellent each next trials
-why didn’t you try X,Y,Z other than what you actually did and don’t you think it’d be better
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